by Alvin
Sometimes I wish... I had an alter ego; an altruistic, messiah complexed, vigilant, dark knight of a double life, whom I can feed all my frustrations & aches too. Fueling a "beast" bent not on malice or sociopathic tendencies, but controlled by my own ideals & morals to right wrongs & uphold what is just.
It's not for an egoistic sense of heroism or an opportunity for an adrenaline high, merely an escape, an escape to let loose all this raw emotion accumulated through failure, insecurity, heartache, disappointment and a distaste for those who harm, abuse, bully, kill, take & prey. A time to release rage & intimidation confidently from behind a mask and visage, frightening the crooked, disabling the perverted & breaking the unlawful.
Using all the things that hit an emotional person hard to good use. Because the normal thing to do would be to volunteer at a soup kitchen, confess to a priest, sponsor a child or even learn to forgive... but "helping"; whilst a damn, great solution, can lend itself to the usefulness of punishment.
What's wrong in instilling fear and discomfort to those who prey on the lambs of our society.
Psycho much?!
Not at all, I'm just lawfully evil and chatoically neutral. Filled and fed up with "issues"; needing a way to vent where it will do its best for those who deserve, as well as its worse to those who do deserve it.
A secret identity that may one day be revealed to those I care about, not to receive shame or worry... but hopefully acceptance & a small, convoluted sense of admiration.
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